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(no subject) [Jun. 7th, 2005|07:18 am]
taran_alwine

my computer finally died... so i am on my sisters till i fix that one or get a new one! so this means i will not be on as much anymore

 

*~*

well.. for everyone who has heard the weekly *gossip*... i think u should tlak to the person its about... mainly b/c i think the person its about would know about their life better then anyone else would

so for all of you who tend to believe the *gossip* i will come out and tell you...

I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH ROBBIE!

i don't know what else to say.. cuz there is nothing more than that that i can say!

*gossip* is just a way for everyone else to hide truthes of their own.. they hide behind made up stories about everyone else.. so no one will notice that they are messing up

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more boredness [Jun. 5th, 2005|08:56 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |hothot]
[What I Hear... |babygirl *sugarland*]

Your Moulin Rouge Status:
by pinkrobelover
Your Name:
Your deepest secret:You stole Christian's top hat
The Bohemian Ideal You hold true to most is:Freedom
Your Job at the Moulin Rouge:Exotic Dancer
What the customers think:You should charge more for your services
Favorite Quote:"Above all things I believe in love. Love is like oxygen. Love is a many-splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!"
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grr [Jun. 5th, 2005|05:32 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |pissed offpissed off]
[What I Hear... |mockingbird *eminem*]

i just LOVE it when people assume things.. and then spread it around!
*note there is sarcasm in this line!!!* grrrrr
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out of sheer boredom [Jun. 5th, 2005|05:05 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |tiredtired]
[What I Hear... |ehh to many songs have played while i was doin this]

Tormented Anime Legend!
by CrawlingShaman
Username
Element
Appearancerainbow hair, hazel eyes
Weaponninja stars
MagicDestructive
ESP SenseTelekinesis
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What is a good quote for you?
by grlinterupted
Name
Color
Say what??"If your going to get in trouble for it, you might as well do it."
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What will your last words be?
by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be..."MMMM MORE FOOD!"
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Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:Naturally multi-coloured.
Clothes:As revealing as you can legally get away with.
Powers:Elemental control
Special Features:Wolf ears and tail
Sidekick:Large dragon.
Attitude:Cool, calm, and collected. You rarely lose your composure, so when you do, it's pretty amusing.
Weapon:A ribbon dancer
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Which Depressed Icon Is You? by drunkaholic
Name
Age
Your Icon
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What ranDOM movie quote are you? by merenwen_ruby
Name
Birthday
Choose One
The Quote"But mostly, I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close,Not even a little bit at all.."-Kat Stratford(10 things I Hate about You)
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Does He Love You Back?
by BlondBabi1314
Name
Does he love youyes
What day he will tell youNovember 27, 2008
How many days you will be crying1
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Tons Of Icons! by xInvisableToYoux
Name:
Your Icon:
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Which Japanese word are you? by gokumew2
LJ Username
You are:Kaze (wind)
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now.. out of curiosity i decided to put in my 2 best friends names just for kix... haha

What Does Your Crush Think Of You? by Fresh_AngelBabe
Name
Crush
You Are ASlut
Your Crush Is ASlut
Your CrushAdores You
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^^haha now thats funny!

What Does Your Crush Think Of You? by Fresh_AngelBabe
Name
Crush
You Are ABad Girl/Boy
Your Crush Is ACheese Head
Your CrushLoves You
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^^hahha funny funny! lol

Afterlife as an Angel
by childdoll
Your Name
Astrological Sign
Angel TypeAngel of Vengence
Wing ColorPink
Heavenly WeaponTrident
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What does your name mean? by Vampiric13
Your Name
Your Name Means...Unique
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well as u can tell... i am incredubly bored and do not want to study.. but i guess i will now bye
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random [Jun. 4th, 2005|02:17 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |chipperchipper]
[What I Hear... |on my own]

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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.... :( [Jun. 2nd, 2005|10:44 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |crushedcrushed]
[What I Hear... |down in flames]

On my own (les miserables)

And now I’m all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home, without a friend
Without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near, and I can make
Believe he’s here.
Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him and then I’m happy with the company I’m keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.
On my own
Pretending he’s beside me.
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me.
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever.
And I know it’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there’s a way for us.
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river’s just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of stangers.
I love him
But everyday I’m learning
All my life I’ve only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that’s full of happiness that I have
Never known.
I love him, I love him.
I love him, but only on my own.

*~*

well.. nothin much has happened... just been thinkin alot.. really can't wait till summer.. i am hopin it will be a kickass one like last years. but i know it won't be... cuz everyone is changin.. and everyone is leavin... but theres nothin i can do about it...

*~*

LET ME LET GO (Faith Hill)

I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind

In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the times

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul, let me let go

I talked to you the other day
Looks like you made your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right, I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul, let me let go

The lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look, everywhere I turn, you're all I see

Let me, let me let go, won't you
Let me let go
It just isn't right, I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Oh, let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Yeah, you're still in my soul, let me let go
Let me let go, let me let go
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yay hehe [May. 27th, 2005|08:27 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |creativecreative]
[What I Hear... |Down in Flames]

today was fun - i got out of school @ 11 and went down to robbies.. i met some kid named jordan then james and richie showed up! i went with them and watched them attempt to fish.. haha no luck! then went back to robbies and watched *waterboy* i love that movie!

well... then i went drivin with dad for a lil bit... and then went out with mom - i got *The Incredibles* haha that movie is awesome! haha lol

thats really about it

*~*

i leave tomrrow for my grammas... i'll be home monday evening *i hate spendin all my long weekends off of school in a car! grrrrr*

*~*

"Down In Flames"

I don't usually take chances
Most would easily agree
Something in your eyes
Is saying you can ease my hearache
I have a burden in sight
And I know you're just a stranger
If you cannot understand
There's too many times
I've lost my chance to talk with an angel
Too many to count

And life's so hard
It's the little things that seem to be getting me today, yeah
Life's so hard
But I'm doing what I can to not to be getting down
I'm going down in flames
Going down in flames

I would tell you I am happy
If I wasn't so damn sad
And the loneliness both overwhelms and keeps me empty
That's how it's been for a while

And life's so hard
It's the little things that seem to be getting me today, yeah
Life's so hard
But I'm doing what I can to not to be getting down
I'm going down in flames
Going down in flames

I need some direction
I need someone to listen
Someone to tell me that they know

That life's so hard
It's the little things that seem to be saving me today, yeah
Life's so hard
And I'm doing what I can
Oh, yeah, I'm doing what I can
Hey, I'm doing what I can
Going down in flames
Going down in flames


*

"Fighting For It All"

You can try to keep me down
You can try to keep me under
But you'll never get my will,
You'll never take my will to fight
'Cause I was born at the bottom of this mountain
I'm scared and I'll probably climb it ,
Climb it till the day I die

All the things I know I needed
Just keeps me going
All the things I never had
Just keeps me wanting it more
Fighting for it all

I know I'm not that pretty
I'm only avid smart
With an overwhelming uncanny need just to need to survive
But you can dig a grave six feet under
But you'll have to take me up
'Cause you know I won't be going high

All the things I know I've needed
Just keeps me searching
All the things I never had
Just keeps me wanting it more
Fighting for it all

I never had a hero
Never met a saint
And there's nothing on this earth I can take with me
Anyway

All the things I know I've needed
Just keeps me going
All the things I never had
Just keeps me wanting it more
Fighting for it all
Fighting for it all

So, you can try to keep me down
You can try to keep me under
But you'll never get my will,
You'll never take my will to fight

*~*

those are 2 awesome song lyrics from Mindy Smith!



<3 ya'll
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amazing.... [May. 26th, 2005|10:22 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |crushedcrushed]
[What I Hear... |on my own]

guess i've learned who my real friends are :-/

do REAL friends call your mom and say stuff to her?!
yea... we are able to &69 the number.. i know who it was
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blah [May. 23rd, 2005|08:57 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |chipperchipper]
[What I Hear... |Some one else's dream]

well.. school sucked.. like usual.. can't wait for it to be over! only 13? or was it 12 more days left.. i do not know! but it aint comin soon enough!

after school i went and visited matthew.. he got a new video game and i beat a game that he had been tryin to beat for 15 minutes in like the 5 minutes right after i got there.. haha it was funny

then kylenes lil sister showed up @ my door? talk about odd! so i walked her home

then robbie came over and watched Wrong Turn and part of Sorority Boys... haha both of those movies are great! lol

*~*

thats about it... bye
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soooo [May. 22nd, 2005|03:01 pm]
taran_alwine
[How I Feel.... |soresore]
[What I Hear... |Somebody's Hero]

Yesterday i went to camp Lakawana with Heather and Kylene and their youth group... we painted cabins. haha or well painted ourselves! it was alot of fun.. cept the guys stole all our paint so we got back and just splattered everything with the paint we had.. it turned out cool... but the clean up was horrible.. it ended up some of our paint was oil based.. and well that doesn't come off skin very well.
we got back to kylenes @ about 8 maybe? and we started our long night of srubbin to try and get the paint off... being the dumb one i am.. i used a brilo pad.. and now i am all scratched up from it.. all over my arms and face and it hurts like hell!

i got most the paint off... still not all off my arms and feet though...

guess we learned that even for the good times... there are total opposite consequences! :-P

*~*

Kylene got a job! yay! go kylene! haha i still need one! lol

*~*

I don't know you.. but i hope you learned... you had a fun night.. but it ended in disgrace... you raced your friend... killed a guy and put ur date in critical condition *but she will be ok* but now you are in jail.. you won't be back in school on monday... and the guy won't be goin back to his family and friends...

*everyone.. all those stories we hear.. are true.. they can happen just like that... i pray for this boys friends and family... my mother was good friends with his in highschool... i pray for those who lost a dad, husband, son and brother... and i pray for that girl to be ok*
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