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[Jun. 7th, 2005|07:18 am] |
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my computer finally died... so i am on my sisters till i fix that one or get a new one! so this means i will not be on as much anymore
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well.. for everyone who has heard the weekly *gossip*... i think u should tlak to the person its about... mainly b/c i think the person its about would know about their life better then anyone else would
so for all of you who tend to believe the *gossip* i will come out and tell you...
I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH ROBBIE!
i don't know what else to say.. cuz there is nothing more than that that i can say!
*gossip* is just a way for everyone else to hide truthes of their own.. they hide behind made up stories about everyone else.. so no one will notice that they are messing up |
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| more boredness |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| |  hot | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | babygirl *sugarland* | ] |
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| grr |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|05:32 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | mockingbird *eminem* | ] |
i just LOVE it when people assume things.. and then spread it around!
*note there is sarcasm in this line!!!* grrrrr |
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| out of sheer boredom |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | ehh to many songs have played while i was doin this | ] |
now.. out of curiosity i decided to put in my 2 best friends names just for kix... haha
^^haha now thats funny!
^^hahha funny funny! lol
well as u can tell... i am incredubly bored and do not want to study.. but i guess i will now bye |
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[Jun. 4th, 2005|02:17 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | on my own | ] |
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| .... :( |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|10:44 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | down in flames | ] |
On my own (les miserables)
And now I’m all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home, without a friend
Without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near, and I can make
Believe he’s here.
Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him and then I’m happy with the company I’m keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.
On my own
Pretending he’s beside me.
All alone I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me.
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever.
And I know it’s only in my mind
That I’m talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there’s a way for us.
I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river’s just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of stangers.
I love him
But everyday I’m learning
All my life I’ve only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that’s full of happiness that I have
Never known.
I love him, I love him.
I love him, but only on my own.
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well.. nothin much has happened... just been thinkin alot.. really can't wait till summer.. i am hopin it will be a kickass one like last years. but i know it won't be... cuz everyone is changin.. and everyone is leavin... but theres nothin i can do about it...
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LET ME LET GO (Faith Hill)
I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind
In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the times
Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul, let me let go
I talked to you the other day
Looks like you made your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same
Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right, I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road
Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul, let me let go
The lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look, everywhere I turn, you're all I see
Let me, let me let go, won't you
Let me let go
It just isn't right, I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road
Oh, let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know
If this is for the best, why are you still in my heart
Yeah, you're still in my soul, let me let go
Let me let go, let me let go |
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| yay hehe |
[May. 27th, 2005|08:27 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | Down in Flames | ] |
today was fun - i got out of school @ 11 and went down to robbies.. i met some kid named jordan then james and richie showed up! i went with them and watched them attempt to fish.. haha no luck! then went back to robbies and watched *waterboy* i love that movie!
well... then i went drivin with dad for a lil bit... and then went out with mom - i got *The Incredibles* haha that movie is awesome! haha lol
thats really about it
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i leave tomrrow for my grammas... i'll be home monday evening *i hate spendin all my long weekends off of school in a car! grrrrr*
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"Down In Flames"
I don't usually take chances
Most would easily agree
Something in your eyes
Is saying you can ease my hearache
I have a burden in sight
And I know you're just a stranger
If you cannot understand
There's too many times
I've lost my chance to talk with an angel
Too many to count
And life's so hard
It's the little things that seem to be getting me today, yeah
Life's so hard
But I'm doing what I can to not to be getting down
I'm going down in flames
Going down in flames
I would tell you I am happy
If I wasn't so damn sad
And the loneliness both overwhelms and keeps me empty
That's how it's been for a while
And life's so hard
It's the little things that seem to be getting me today, yeah
Life's so hard
But I'm doing what I can to not to be getting down
I'm going down in flames
Going down in flames
I need some direction
I need someone to listen
Someone to tell me that they know
That life's so hard
It's the little things that seem to be saving me today, yeah
Life's so hard
And I'm doing what I can
Oh, yeah, I'm doing what I can
Hey, I'm doing what I can
Going down in flames
Going down in flames
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"Fighting For It All"
You can try to keep me down
You can try to keep me under
But you'll never get my will,
You'll never take my will to fight
'Cause I was born at the bottom of this mountain
I'm scared and I'll probably climb it ,
Climb it till the day I die
All the things I know I needed
Just keeps me going
All the things I never had
Just keeps me wanting it more
Fighting for it all
I know I'm not that pretty
I'm only avid smart
With an overwhelming uncanny need just to need to survive
But you can dig a grave six feet under
But you'll have to take me up
'Cause you know I won't be going high
All the things I know I've needed
Just keeps me searching
All the things I never had
Just keeps me wanting it more
Fighting for it all
I never had a hero
Never met a saint
And there's nothing on this earth I can take with me
Anyway
All the things I know I've needed
Just keeps me going
All the things I never had
Just keeps me wanting it more
Fighting for it all
Fighting for it all
So, you can try to keep me down
You can try to keep me under
But you'll never get my will,
You'll never take my will to fight
*~*
those are 2 awesome song lyrics from Mindy Smith!
<3 ya'll |
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| amazing.... |
[May. 26th, 2005|10:22 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | on my own | ] |
guess i've learned who my real friends are :-/
do REAL friends call your mom and say stuff to her?!
yea... we are able to &69 the number.. i know who it was |
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| blah |
[May. 23rd, 2005|08:57 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | Some one else's dream | ] |
well.. school sucked.. like usual.. can't wait for it to be over! only 13? or was it 12 more days left.. i do not know! but it aint comin soon enough!
after school i went and visited matthew.. he got a new video game and i beat a game that he had been tryin to beat for 15 minutes in like the 5 minutes right after i got there.. haha it was funny
then kylenes lil sister showed up @ my door? talk about odd! so i walked her home
then robbie came over and watched Wrong Turn and part of Sorority Boys... haha both of those movies are great! lol
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thats about it... bye |
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| soooo |
[May. 22nd, 2005|03:01 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel.... |
| | sore | ] |
| [ | What I Hear... |
| | Somebody's Hero | ] |
Yesterday i went to camp Lakawana with Heather and Kylene and their youth group... we painted cabins. haha or well painted ourselves! it was alot of fun.. cept the guys stole all our paint so we got back and just splattered everything with the paint we had.. it turned out cool... but the clean up was horrible.. it ended up some of our paint was oil based.. and well that doesn't come off skin very well.
we got back to kylenes @ about 8 maybe? and we started our long night of srubbin to try and get the paint off... being the dumb one i am.. i used a brilo pad.. and now i am all scratched up from it.. all over my arms and face and it hurts like hell!
i got most the paint off... still not all off my arms and feet though...
guess we learned that even for the good times... there are total opposite consequences! :-P
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Kylene got a job! yay! go kylene! haha i still need one! lol
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I don't know you.. but i hope you learned... you had a fun night.. but it ended in disgrace... you raced your friend... killed a guy and put ur date in critical condition *but she will be ok* but now you are in jail.. you won't be back in school on monday... and the guy won't be goin back to his family and friends...
*everyone.. all those stories we hear.. are true.. they can happen just like that... i pray for this boys friends and family... my mother was good friends with his in highschool... i pray for those who lost a dad, husband, son and brother... and i pray for that girl to be ok* |
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